It is a beautiful day outside. I should be outside enjoying it. Instead, here I am sitting at my husbands computer. I do not know what to do anymore. I feel like I have given everything I can. Used up all my reserves. Nothing more to give. I can not help someone, before I can help myself. Sure, I fill my life with goodies, but that is all they are. Goodies. Things I should be enjoying, but instead... they fill a void that a certain someone leaves in my life. I have some friends too, but I need my family too. I have been strong until now, because I have been talking to my family more often than not. All it has done is make me realize how much I miss them.
I never realized how close I was to my sister's until now. I've been talking to my brother, which has also made me miss him. Even though before now, I can't remember the last time we talked. So I guess I will be thankful for what I have in my life, because tomorrow... just could be good.
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